please forgive me honey !!!

Every morning.... I was awaken by a disturbed dream. It has been 3 days in a row back to back of the same dream which i am very clueless of its meaning behind it. No matter how hard i try not to be so affected of the whole situation but i guess it proves me wrong. Then i realised i was really affected by the whole thing. Each morning I would wake up with a frown face figuring what was in his mind ?

How could one person willing to forego its pride, dignity, morale and principle just to be with a women who once insulted him and his family?

The question is........ WAS IT WORTH THE SACRIFICE ?

Was it really the reason why this two are coming back together ? Or was it just 'LUST' !!!

In state with the Universal Law, a women is a WIFE, MOTHER, COMPANION, CONFIDANT, FRIEND to one husband who has to bring food on the table. She has to be strong and supportive in order to go through the life journey together. No doubt this task which was given to us WOMEN is never an easy one. Who say it was easy when you agree to sign on the dotted lines ?

But all this was never found in her........ a wife by title, mother by name, not to mention a companion, confidant and a friend to YOU !!!

What is life without love and mutual understanding ? Was it really due to the fruit of your marriage ? or better still Fruit of your LUST !!! AN INSULT !!

The damages done is already so great and by making that awful decision is a terrible, huge mistake. Parents is the utmost importance now!!! It was a sacrifice that they have to make for the happiness of their children. YES !!! it was their mistake to have made you marry this unscruplous woman but it was never their intention to see you unhappy. You have the CHOICE !!! The ball is in your court and you are given the choice to choose again.

It made me wonder whether was it worth for you to sacrifice your happiness for the sake of your child ? I once thought about it with my husband ! A question imposed to him ...... !!!

'B, will you love me more than your child ?' - that was before we got married !!

Basically it was a choice given to every mankind. You have to weigh it in order to make that huge step in life. Marriage is a gamble and yes it is no doubt thingy. But it is you who make it work !! Of course if your destiny ends there then that's it.... the end of your life journey together.

You are not a robot who are being controlled by the ONE up there ? !!!! I remembered when i was 5 years old, i thought that i was like a car remote being controlled by God which direction i'll go so it doesn't matter if i make a mistake because God wants me to make mistakes. Pure crap !!!

A child is a gift from God created to you !! It is and will always be your duty as a parent to care and love them in whatever situation you are in. But it is never a guaranteed thing that they will be filial to you (e.g Yourself) It doesn't matter if the child is raised in a family nucleus or a single parent. As a parent, how sure are you that they will return you the favour to take care of you when you grow old and senile ? Just look at yourself in the mirror !!! Do you consider yourself filial to your parents? Pride and Dignity all gone just for the sake of this family of yours who were once brought you down ? With the help of your parents, siblings and friends who managed to pull you up again in one piece !!!

WHAT ARE YOU ?

Well the conclusion is basically your life, your choice !!!

Sorry, but i don't condone this.... Yes I still do feel sore of all the words she said about me and I will never forgive her. But what do you care right? And i want to make this known that I will never respect a man if you choose to forego your families pride and dignity for the sake of your happiness. Selfish i must say !!! In what ever action that i take in future..... let this blog answer for all my actions. I am only related to you by name, we have no blood ties !!! I can disowned you for all i care. Of course, there is even more things much deeper than this.

Sorry but your excuses is simply lame and you are a weakling !!!!

SPITTING YOURSELF UP IN THE AIR !!!

LICK BACK WHATEVER YOU HAVE SPITTED OUT !!